A Peaceful Place. (:

Haii ! (:
even i don't know hi to who..
but just hi. (:
although is nobody will see it.

yeah ,
all text book was gave back to teacher, (:
feel no stress any more. :D
but yea ,
family went to Hong Kong adi..
so yeah ,
im alone in house everyday now. (:

everyday is just same..
wake up , bath , eat or skip , com or watch show .
hmm.. ,
that's my life..
bored right ? :D
what to do ?
cause nobody find you. :D
i mean , me. (:

sometimes ,
how i wish im dead now..
cause after die ,
the world will be , no tears , no lies , no trouble..
what a peaceful place.. :D
the peaceful that im finding for.. (:
i believe that everybody will die..
is just see when,
but after i die , what will be happen ?
who knows ?
maybe , nobody will come my memorial meeting.
or maybe they even don't know i dead. (:

whole body are so pain now..
right hand cannot move sometimes..
legs , don't have energy anymore...
hais ,
why don't just let me pain until die ? (:
maybe this can save me form the loneliness. :D
or this is the only and the fastest way.

haha ,
nowadays ,
i got any problem also need solve it by myself adi.
because i realize , nobody will help you.
i mean , nobody can help you .
tala !
get hurt by myself , heal it by myself..
although is healed , but its still hurt ,
opps , you can't see it. :D
im just act nothing , although is still hurt. (:

okays ,
gonna go back to my bored and lonely life.
im searching for a peaceful life ,
where it is ?
who can tell me ?
im tired to act this character in this life adi..
its had get too many hurt and have too many scar.
i don't want scar..
i don't want that anymore.
where is my real life..
where is it...?

-im gonna be mad in a few times , the silent night.. is just like killing me. im hard to breath , im hard to continue. until now i finally found a medicine which can make me feel better.. the music.. it is fill up my ears and break all my negative thinking. but when i put it off , im back to the same thing. but how , im thank you to music. (: ` imy. i know you're not. (: nvm. im slowly understand how to act this character become more and more no feeling adi. (: LiChee , R.I.P. (: -